Today I didn't do much of work. I was distracted. Distracted by many things. I'M still distracted. It's supposed to be a week of break, 2 weeks to be exact. And why can't I enjoy this break without thinking about what's ahead. What's ahead? Ofcourse....none other than the assignments and exams. I can't help myself imagine that it's gonna be like this for the rest of my uni life. I remember saying to myself that all this is nothing & I could go pass it anytime but now, when I'm in it, it's different- it's tough. The only possible thing I could think of that can overcome this is to change. Change for the better. It can be anything. But, the reality is difficult. You just don't want to leave your comfort zone because that's the best place you may think you can thrive on so you think there's no use of changing. It takes you a lot of realisation and guts to change.
Ok, back to my routine life. Last night, I was actually typing out my FIRST (out of probably 6 or 7 pages) page of anat report. Earlier in the afternoon I was out at uni to search for more info from journals (since I couldn't retrieve most of them back at home). Well, those info seemed sufficient to get my report completed that night. Now one major setback bout me on writing reports is that I'm so slow at it. It may take days for me to complete just the first page-& that makes me worried coz I've got MORE to work on. I'm not so sure why, you guys may think it's the distraction from going online, tv, eating etc. I would agree with that but there is something else... Probably I think too much on what to put inside my report that it has to sound right to me. Does that make me a perfectionist? I don't think so... Coz it doesn't work this way with others. Probably just a report perfectionist..haha. Aaa who cares. So that night instead of continuing to work on the first page, I went on to watch the Big Momma's House 2 on dvd. It was hilarious, kinda enjoyed myself, more than enough to put me out of the 'stress'. But that took much of my time. And guess what after that? I went straight to bed.
So today, I went again to the Uni library after sbyg jumat hoping that I could concentrate more. It did help a bit. I managed to typed out something plus I had more information from more searches. Then at 4 went back home to change & dashed straight off to the tennis courts. It felt so long since the last time we played tennis but I think it was only recent. Well had a good time although not satisfied with my 'hits' and servings. Need to play some more.. Addicted :D. Next we went on to play netball at the nearby courts. There's gonna be this BSS netball tournament in like three weeks & we planned on creating our own team. So just now we were like assigning roles to everyone. I think the positions given worked quite well with everyone although some have to be more flexible. My position for the mean time is the goal attacker (GA) and I intend to stick to it but I'm also fine with GS or C and oh yea thanks for the compliment Yil :).
Just now I cooked spaghetti, yum... Actually I was too lazy to cook and thought of just buying mee goreng from Dapur Bali but knowing that I had minced beef stored in the freezer for so long pushed me into cooking. Then watched Home Alone 2 and now I'm doing this... Tomorrow's gonna be a long day. We're finally going to Gold Coast again! This time to Movie World..! I can't wait, especially the 0-100km-in-2seconds ride Superman Escape. I'm just saying this but it all depends tomorrow whether I get chills or not. But for now I'm just excited.
K peeps have a good nyt.. Right now listening to Switchfoot - On fire.
My dedication goes to a long-time friend of mine Ummi Hani on her 21st Birthday. Happy Birthday Ni..